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okay~ finally i hav my own blog... no doubt i'm a lazy person... tat is y i keep considering whether i'm "capable" to be a blogger or nt....haha....any way, i am a blogger nw.... xp Pie in the sky~ just randomly put tis name...mayb i wish those tragedies which happened in my life were just a dreamzz... everything will b alright after i'm awake frm my dream...will it b? well~ i noe that reality is cruel, i'll face it... To all of U : sometimes thing just out of our control, so y don't v master the things that can b control in our hand?? go0d Luck guys~

Thursday, February 25, 2010

i hate U

its 2.40pm....i just received a call frm sis.... haiz.... tis call doesn't contribute any +tiv feeling to me... T_T

i was plan to hav a nap at 2.30pm since i hav done 70% in my revision, thn i can wake up at 3.30pm to continue it..... bt the call make me feel extremely down..... I HATE TEARS..... i promise myself tat nt to let them come out frm my eye again !!!! i hav a thought appear in my mind... which is pack my stuf n drive back to where i should b right now..... sometimes.... ppl hav no power at all for controlling wat should b happen at a right moment which they think it is.... can some1 pls tel me wat to do? my heart is bleeding whn i listen to her voice....i seriously hope tat i can b there wif her all the time....sorry mummy..... i cant hug u right nw..... god, pls protect her n make her bcum stronger as i cant always b there for her..... i hate myself for being so useless........

2 comments:

Abigail said...

don't cry my baby! this what we called life, full of unexpectation and uncertainties.

you are not useless, i can see u sacrifice a lot for your family. you care and you did as much as u can to get them connected well.

calm down, don't think too much and sit for the midterm first. just think about going back or not going back after the test. okay?

promise me, you will be fine! i feel so heartache when see u being in this situation. be tough and love u always <3

xoxo. hugsss and kissess!

ph3be said...

n_n luckily everything is settle down ad....
thx for always stand by me.....
feel better whn gt ur support....
lov yA~

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