y3aH~ classical guitar......

30-3-2010

I had my vry 1^st guitar lesson tis afternoon….. =)

Luckily I hav Mr Isaac yeong as my sifu~ who is good in controlling EQ n able to teach in patience.

By the way, I hav to take tis opportunity to say “thx Q~ Mr.Isaac” for lending me his precious guitar~ which is a classical guitar wif nylon-string…. Though its seems a little bit over-size for me… cox my fingers r too short~ =(

I learn a lot frm him…lik chords, frets, pick, the 6strings…EADGBE… & bla~bla~bla~ teehee…my fingertips feel pain n they r red-in color nw… T_T but I stil enjoy the lesson…. Hope tat I can keep work on it~

hmm.... i think its time to get myself a guitar.... a guitar tat belongs to ph3be~ =)

Ph3be, never let bad influence affect ur mood & even ur spirit~!!! n_n

29 mArch 2010

hmm.... feel tired now~ so b4 i go for mY dAt3 wif "Mr. ZhaO", lets conteng-conteng my "sKy" 1st... teehee...

these few days r damn tired.... cox i almost jogged at least 1hr per day... now my leg muscle is bcum stronger n stronger jor... =(

by the way, i went to ipoh again & almost lost while v r heading bc to kampar~ =D

but luckily i reached safely lOh~~ =p

y3ah~ finally i gt my own mp3.... i was wanted to buy since long long time ago~ hahaha.... though it loOks a bit out-of-date.....bt i lov it~ & wil appreciate it~ cox i dun prefer the 1 wif better functionalities n trendy outlook~ wat for?? my main purpose is to enjoy the rhythm, nt to show off....

=)

those r photos tat i toke by today~ my fren always complain tat: " y u always lik to add-in some words or cartoon inside ur pic?"

hehe...

Erm, for me lah~ by adding such icon wil provide viewer the emotional attributes tat i trying to attach in & they may feel more lively in tat pic~ n_n

p/s: b4 i click "publish" button, something happened.... make me feel a bit down... haiz.... i tot tat could hav a hapi ending in tis post~ bt thn... ended up wif sad mood~ T_T Phebe, u will b ok soon~ 55 go slp bah~ >.<

♥ it's fOR U~ Bab3 shervyn~ ♥

Okayy~ it's time to upload these photos to my blog now~ n_n

if u stil remember, 1of my fb status i mention b4.... i did sumthing to surprise my babe, and wil update here whn the time is come~

=) now is the best time ~

i lov tis~

the cute doll is our 21st b'day gift for each others.... =)

ppl may asked, y r u contributing so much for her 22th b'day celebration?

erm.... 1st, i did it nt bcox of the figure of"22th".... =p

2nd, she gain a lot recently..... she gain the experience of hw to b tougher when ppl r trying hard to beat her down....

therefore, i'm here to show her "there r more than 100ppl trying to love u, protect u & appreciate u rather than hurting u !!" =D

3rd, i realize that v should express our lov & tell the person b4 it's too late...... =)

shuang~ thx for being my BFF..... thx for accompany me when i need some1, especially 25th of march 2010, i wil never 4gt about the situation !!!! =D

hope our friendship wil bright shining as the sun shine....

mY 1sT bt not LAst~ =)

21th march 2010

it was a wonderful day which i spend most of my time in Grand Kampar Hotel for photo shooting..... i will never 4gt about hw it feels~ =)

it was actually my very 1st time to take such photo..... i mean bside UMS event~ =p

some how i feel lik i am a SuP3R sTAr because....

• more than 3 photographers were trying to capture my best expression or posing at a same time....
• & those flashing lights make me feel so~

teehee~

at 1st i was quite nervous cox i never expect tat my 1st photo shooting is in a HOTEL ROOM & my theme is MATURE~ n 1more thing make me feel embarrass is.... my "tool" is a BED~ >< *blushing*

bt luckily Mr. kenny is a gentlemen, i felt secure whn he was there.... =) if it's nt, i probably wil run away frm there.... =p

it was my very 1st time but i can sure tat it won b my last time for such photo shooting~ n_n

okayy~ tats all i wana share~ ^.^ for more details, pls visit my FB lOh~

p/s: a great great honor to Mr.kenny Tai cox without him, i won experienced hw it feels lik for being a model/star.... i learned a lot from him~ ^_*

^0^ baby~ baby~

yeah~ finally i get my 1st chance to experience how does it feel lik whn a mummy trying to get sumthing for the baby~during shopping.... =D

tis is the Baby's DuMmYy~ i was extremely careful whn choosing it.... =)

feel so excited whn the purpose of my shopping is to get something for baby~ =D

hehe... let's take a photo shoot wif my TRopHiesS~ wAkaKA~

p/s: hope that my little princess can growth healthy.... cant wait to meet her~ =P

ph3be♥ what am i looking for??

hmm.... recently.... i found tat... i started to feel stress on doing things that i usually prefer to do so whenever i'm depress.... ><'' u noe hw it feel lik?

very torturing u noe? can u imagine a monkey who lov to eat banana so much & now the monkey cannot takes banana even it is hungry~ T_T

i ♥ singing vry much.... it makes me feel relief & enjoy..... bt suddenly... my thought is changed.... i found that when i perceive it as an interest/hobby..... i can feel the happiness within myself.... but when i turn to... Erm... how to say... a capability?? i mean whn i take it as a capability that i hav & i'm trying my best to improve it, i'm no longer feel the excitement.... :(

my mood is changing....

seriously i dono wat am i trying to look for.... whether i wan to view it as 1 of my hobby which allow me to live in a happier life? or i wan to use it as a tool which may make my dream come true? wat would u choose? how do u make evaluation between these?

tis is a part from sound track tat my fren help me to record & edit it in a home studio for free.... my feelings are complicated... somehow i feel....quite +tive thought.... but sometime i feel the voice is so annoying!!!! ><

"how to improve? where to improve? when can i improve?" those question keep torturing me....

mayb is bcox i cant hav nice & quality sleeping hours.... so everything comes in my mind was so negative.... T_T i dono ..... just not feeling well in everything.... but i noe that... i will b fine soon... will try to take it easy & focus on other things that could help to achieve the other dreamSss in my life....

p/s: phebe is low motivated....

dO I Lo0k liKe a MotHeR? ><''

dO i loOk liKe a MoTh3r?! who can answer that for me?!

><’’ I was so surprised n shocked when the gynaecologist asked me that “do u gave birth before?”

I was totally freaking out~!!!!

Should I be happy & precious because he thinks that I’m too knowledgeable about pregnancy & asking him too much of questions which my sister-in-law doesn’t ask?

Or should I get mad just because he think that I’m a mother of one?? T_T

DETAILS……

Last weekend I worked as a free driver for my “royal family”… =.=’’ i went to Ipoh, Kampar, Sitiawan.... one of my tasks were bring my sis-in-law to the clinic for consultancy of gynaecology & obstetrics.

The comedy started here.....

We went into the doctor’s room after our name has been called. When the Dr. were scanning my sis stomach, she look painful.... “Eeuww~” that’s the 1^st word come out from my mind. =P

but when i saw my little niece, i felt excited &..... it seems like a miracle. Some small little tiny “thing” is moving..... that “thing” even open up her mouth... “she is yawning~” the doctor explained. Haha....

then i asked a lot about dos & don’ts for my sister-in-law, how’s the baby looked like? Is our baby healthy? Her heart? Her lungs? Her brain? Her kidney? Her fingers? Toes? *Blah~ blah~ blah~* until the doctor thought that i am a mother.... =’( ish...

can u feel the excitement?? U noe how does it feel like?? The little tiny “subject” is going to come out few months later.... and she will start to talking, crying, singing and more and more..... =)

Although it was not my 1^st time for being an aunt, but it was my 1^st time to follow up such “processes” on-the-spot.... i studies a lot for my future niece....& I’ve bought a lot for her too(magazines, puzzles, milk powder....) it’s a very different experience than previous. I feel touched.... and the tears were stand in my eyes.... ~_~

I promise myself to have at least 5 babies in the future~ and now~ my promise still carries weight!!! =P

p/s: Dear future darling, pls make sure that i won’t broke my promise~

v(^0*)v *peace*

Being A GoOD gRAciOuS UTARian... =P

HAIZ~

y BB is showing her sad + ugly face?? It's my 1st time for being such a good student which i arrived at school 45minutes earlier b4 than my tutorial class....

i am seriously freaking out wif those 8am classes!!!! As a uni student, it is normal if u sleep at 3.00am ++, while it is abnormal if u sleep at 10pm!!!! =P

Ookay~ wat is happened on that day was..... my elective class is suppose to start at 8.15am, so i toke 7.20am bus which is the nearest route for attending my Product Mgmt class. T_T

bside, most of my classmate who taking tis subject r sUp3R lAzy, therefore when the time i reached there....the SCENE wil b.....

Taa~ Daa~!!! u see ~ the whole class is empty~

i'm the only 1 who sit inside the room together wif my lovely handmade notes... ><'''

it was my 1st time for being the earliest bird in UTAR~ the experience is nt syOk as u tot... blek~!!!

4th MaRch 2010 mY 1sT & OnLy Fi3sTA~

*Update @ 8th of March*

believe me~ the audience for our event is exceed 420 UtarianZz... =)

one of the smart security guard requested me to take photo wif him~ *blush* ^0^

tommy + alan n_n

bt i look super ugly in tat pic~ =(

b4 the shows start..... i was rushing here n there for social around wif mY supporter.... i mean who buy tickets frm me & help me to boost up my sales. haha =D

yEah~ wat tis event all about? okay, its a party which organized by UTAR DANCE CLUB. The obj for tis event r : find out the hidden talents from the UTAR student, generate publicity for club, unite all Utarian, provide chance to the interested & talented people to join..... bla~bla~bla~those r the things tat i copy frm the proposal 1.... wakaka....

actually start frm last week (22th march) i'm seriously exhausted due to the ticket selling session. our booth was setup frm 10am to 3pm, block C, means that i kena sit over there n jerit jerit... ask ppl to come n buy the tickets... can u imagine tat how tired it is which my helper n i hav to put 101% effort of to convince people n explain it 1 by 1 wat is tis event about ?! strategies must vary due to different respond frm the Utarian... i felt stress whn i c tat the sales r nt going so well.... As a head of sales & marketing department, the figure for the daily sales r so much important to me~

bt due to my GOOD + effective communication skill, i manage to hit the target which set by my "boss"... hehe.... do u believe tat i reached 100 sales per day?? =P YES~ i did !!!

bt the sales won b increase without the help frm my Hot chickSs~ they contribute so much for me n oso for this event.... i hav some words to to mY Babi3s... "SORRY for my bed temper" =)pls 4giv me oh~!! bsid, thx to Ah Yang for inviting his leng zai frenS, Ah b, Ah bun, & Ah Hao, the hav the potential for direct sales now.... =P bsid, Pei kheng also help me a lots for setup the booth.... n_n

lastly, i appreciate Mr Tong ZY, wat i learn frm him is..... "control".... =P his EQ is 1 of the characteristic that impressed me so much.... i may nt buy his "theory", bt i buy the way he manage ppl to work wif him..... its good cox ppl feel tat "i work with him" rather thn "i work to him".... =)

hehe... i use the ribbon to tie on my purse~ ^.^v how creative i am~

the picture below r lovely hand frm me n my Hot chiCkSs..... Oops, sorry for my Q leg~ haha... i was too tired ad..so change my heels to slipper.... =P

okay, about the event pula.... it was successfully done.... i noe tat there is a room for all of us to improve, bt yet the audience r enjoyed it & their respond r quite good~ ^^

lastly~ i enjoy it so much & thx for the event cox it boost up my network in uni life.... =)

those r only a small portion of pic frm me.... wil upload it soOn in my FB~ =P