i'm only me when i'm with u~

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28th March 2011

here's where the story begin....

bought her some "sweet pie" & share her a video =D

video part 1 =D

29th mArch hanging out wif my hOney~

mY Art-work XD

B'day card from miSs Ally~

it brings me lots of memories when i flash back those photos & videos... =)

• Lif3 wiThOut friendship is like the sKy WitHoUt th3 sUN
• ^^v
• phOto shOoting =)
• 2010 march

24th March

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it wasn't a Gd day seriously....
but luckily i found a light which guide me to the right path....

i failed few things recently~ haha....
but 1 thing i'm gona stress here is "i failed to control my emotion"
i told myself tat tis is a very very negative behaviour & i need to work on it....

we shouldn't make others feel bad cause of ur own  emotion,
friends doesn't deserve to feel ur madness....


so people, EQ is quite a tough subject to learn in our life,
yet it's very important!
if u done "this paper" well,
thn u r able to manage ur emotion well....
sorry for those who "kena my madness b4" ~
i'm trying my best to study tis subject. =)

最重要的决定～

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超感动的！！
从黑白配开始我就觉得他们真的天生一对了～！
超配的！好羡慕哦！

刚看完康熙（16、17号），整个哭到不行！！！太感人了啦！！！
 ='）

♫ ♪ ♩   ♫ ♩  ♪   ♩ ♪ ♫

我常在想 应该再也找不到 任何人 像你对我那么好

好到我的家人也被照料 我的朋友 还为你撑腰

你还是有 一堆毛病 改不掉 傲起来 气的仙女都跳脚

可是人生 完美的事太少 我们不能什么都想要

你是我最重要的决定 我愿意 每天在你身边苏醒

就连吵架也很过瘾 不会冷冰 因为真爱没有输赢 只有亲密

你是我最重要的决定 我愿意 每天在你身边苏醒

就连吵架也很过瘾 不会冷冰 因为真爱没有输赢 只有亲密

你是我最重要的决定 我愿意 打破对未知的恐惧

就算流泪也能放弃 将心比心 因为幸福 没有捷径 只有经营

♫ ♪ ♩   ♫ ♩  ♪   ♩ ♪ ♫

我很疑惑，

我的脑海里所浮现的，

太复杂了，

我的脑袋负荷不了，

还是把它搁在一旁好了！

i knew it....

as wat i had predicted, those situations really happen....
it just lik Earthquake aftermath,which causes damage on human's properties + industrial facilities + development of particular countries....
the difference here is it affecting mY patience + mY happiness + mY family + mY friends & even mY life!!!



i don see any reason for me to show my madness & tears in front of the public,
but somehow i did cox i couldn't stand any more,
it only shows in front of those who close wif me....



although i had mentioned that i don care how people perceived me as a human being,
but it still affect my EQ in some way,
wat i'm gona say is, thanks for putting such effort & concentration on me, as a normal person, i feel the "prestige" & the spotlight around me.
 What a jOke....



any way, i stil retain the previous me!
i dono why some of those can't see the fact here...
when ur house is on-fire, fireman + water would b very helpful or it could be said that its necessity.
what if when there is a flood ??? & u still provide me fireman + water, does it making any sense?
the point here is when "the value" isn't a demand (or needs) thn it no longer perceive as "a value"....
similarly wif "u ask a doctor to defend innocence, while ask a Lawyer to conduct a surgery"





20th March
yesterday wasn't a Gd day for me,
some conflicts btw my dad & bro r still occur as usual....
it brings me to a more determined thoughts!!


people, life doesn't have a reset button & it doesn't have a take 2,
so pls appreciate ur precious time to achieve ur goals~!!!

Good Luck every1~! 

Never hurt the heart that ♥ you

I'm so tired of obstacles that around me recently,

Lots of bad things happened,

sad news from Japan.... so many lives lost....

few things bump into me at the same time, make me confuse with mY PrincipaL~

i started to feel that "decision making" isn't that easy.... since when?

i always thought that it was just a piece of cake~ 

=D 

mayb i shall happy cox it indicates that my mind is growing-up & i see things differently. 

A piece of Pie thn... XP

16th March

just finish with my International Biz. presentation, i suppose to feel grateful & proud,

1 of my beloved tutor, Mr. Lawrence said something good on my performance...

but i found that it doesn't makes my heart smile, though its a good news for me... 

=(

i have been told that "ppl shall appreciate whatever u have in ur life"

does it means that we shall just sit back & waiting for something comes into ur life, no matter good or bad?!

i thought i'm clear enough with my aim & goal in my life,

too bad to say that.... i'm not actually....

people may lost in some way,

but i Do confirm that...

When my hope is fading & i'm losing the fight

some1 will definitely be there for me

: )

there he is~  mY superman!!!

U may love the heart that hurts u...

but never hurt the heart that loves you...

Thank You to Everyone

 who Loves me ♥

2011 March 8th

讨厌的心情……
复杂的心情……
是焦虑、是担忧、是不舍、是不甘……

我真的不是赌气吗？不是逞强吗？
姓蔡的，你好歹也拿起你的勇气吧？！
就这样……错过了吗？

熟悉与陌生的定义是什么？我不知道……
未来的日子，谁也不能预测，
再遗憾、再不安，一切仿佛已成定局……
我……还能扭转乾坤吗？
我……有能力吗？有资格吗？


就让一切顺着漂泊……
就让泪珠顺势飘流……
直到黎明……

9th March

昨晚做了一个恶魔，  
很真实，也很讽刺的梦，

但梦里的我却很无助……  

醒的时候，我仍然觉得恐慌，

忍不住，泪水涌出心头……

才发现，  

原来我的泪，是发自内心深处……

我真的害怕！