你的荣幸。。。我的悲哀。。。

唉～ 太不争气了～！！！
这样的情况怎么可能发生在我身上？！ 它也从未发生过。。。。
太离谱了～！！！
我必须做些什么来应付呢？


这种心情不好受，等待、期望、失落、纳闷、胡思乱想...
我快受不了了～！！！
真的太不可思议了....
我不曾预计原来我也有这样的一天....
可是还好，我认为这只不过是个过渡期，很快的，一切将回复正常...
一定是这样！！！ =）




向来果断的我，决定快刀斩乱麻，干脆连根拔起！！！ 哈哈哈～
好久没用我的母语来抒发心情了..... 觉得怪怪的...... =P

好吧～！！！ 收拾心情，期盼着雨过天晴的到来吧！！！

你～！！再见！！！

p/s: congratulation for ur "achievement" but sorry to say tat, u've received a red card frm me...

hmm...

hmmm... i realize tat something fade in my life gradually....

when?? how?? Y ah?? 

how come it happen to me??

i dun think its a good sign for me but cant tag on wif negative sign oso...

i found myself at a loss for what should i do next?? how should i perceive tis sign huh??

i don't wish to put myself into troubles again...

wil it b burdensome ?? or the other way round ??

p/s: i think such feeling is cause by limited information about the object.... am i right? teehee....
it's a complicated feelings.... 

project bf... =p

25th June =)

i went bc to my kampung for "Project bf ".... Lolx....

wat's "bf" stand for ?? actually few weeks ago, goh goh informed me tat v r going to postpone the fathers' day celebration and bring forward baba's birthday celebration.... =D
can u see the "b" + "f" ?? =p

26th dinner preparation....

see~ wat i made for my family again?? =D daddy's favorite prAwn~ ^^

ohyA~ 2weeks ago, i've ordered a massage chair for my daddy....

of course i'm nt the 1 who pay for it lah... since i'm stil a student~ lol....

but i'm the 1 who search info, call up, inquired.....

100 point for my effort~ =P

luckily it happen to deliver at the same day, after our dinner... =)

see~ daddy n mummy r so hapi~

27th mAkaN CakE c3remOnY... XD

v sang a birthday song for daddy n enjoy the cake in the next day.... b4 i heading to kampar~

luckily no "negative incident" happen during this weekend....

everything goes smoothly.... n_n

Oooww~ i 4gt to announce about my niece no. 8th~!!! =D

she is my dad's 8th grandchildren... so called "The Eight".... does it indicate a lucky or prosperity??

if u're a Chinese or Cantonese, u'll get wat i mean... teehee....

her name is Ivy~ she is super Q~ n active.... =)

i got few videos about "The Eighth" bt i selected tis 1 which i took it whn mum is holding her... =)

n tis is the only video tat i able to hav a "closeup" ^_^

p/s: pls make sure tat ur speaker volume is at moderate level b4 u view it.... 
sorry for the annoying "background-music"....even myself oso feel sick wif tat voice.... muahahhahaha

heartache... no1 does it but u...

12th...13th...14th....
iT seems to be hectic n full of excitement....
but things go differently whn i were bc to my domain....
iT wasn't appear in they way that i thought it should b......






i noe... dun let it overcome ourselves bt v should overcome it....
anyhow, i'm just a normal girl who has emotions....
just let it b... watever.... feel downhearted wif those troubles tat i couldn't changed....

can i? wil i? should i? hah... i hav the answer with me....

woOW~ i'm loving it~

7.00am to 8.00am  jogging time~!!!! n_n 
luckily miss shuang keep "pushing" me for this exercise....
i feel rejoice for her stamina... XD
after tat i hav to gt myself ready for the morning lecture within 70minutes...

10am to 12pm
having "fun" wif Mr Bobby Chai, our cutest lecturer ever.... he taught us to say "how r u?" by using our fingertip... haha....

12pm to 2pm
having "fun" at Utar Gym room.... ^_*
gosh~ although it is exhausting.... but i already fall for it....
thn i have to run to Block D cox the moment i finished my class was 2.10pm jor....
i dun wan to miss out the bus loh~
if nt i hav to wait at campus wif my stinking baju~ =p
luckily i'm still able to gt on~ =)

whn the time i reached home,and after i'm done wif my shower,washed my stinking baju n so on..... its already 3.10pm =(
i plan to take a nap but thn i havent take my lunch !!! wat to do? if i slp after my meal for sure it is not a "wise" decision right? =p
so at the and i choose to makan fruit 1st, thn only take my meal after my sweet dream...
=D
as i always mention, sometimes things r just out of our control..... mayb i'm too tired ad... i was over slept~ >.<
so my "Project-Lunch" was failed to implement.... cox i kena rush for my next appointment....=p

4.00pm to 5.00pm guitar lesson~
its great to learn additional theories n techniques, but the problem is.... i'm too slow.... =(
hmm.... must spend more time on it to improve my skill... +u~ +u~ !!!

luckily i stil have 2hours to enjoy my meal b4 the next program
=)

7.00pm to 10.30pm
i'm having a lot of "fun" in studio this time.... but the main problem is stil there.... wat am i gonna do?
practice practice n practice, listen listen n listen.... tats the only way... ish~ i dono y i stil unable to make it correctly n perfectly... feel quite sorry to him.... hehe.... but i'll never give up!!!!!! ^_*

pheww~ wat a rich n colorful day i have~ =D