Don't compare your Life to others'

Recently i've updated my FB chat-theme to Rilakkuma style. It's kinda cute. For those who wish to have a try, u can follow the link below:
https://chrome.google.com/webstore/detail/boihdhneeghabgieifcfinfempokflon/details

After sharing my print screen wif my peeps,
Surprisingly, i was inspired to blog about "Every 1 can b the Boss"
U can b called as Boss bcox u rule your own life, but scores + achievements decide ur Renown =)
mY Rillakkuma

To b honest, i think most of us hav our own dreams....

Dreams that look silly in the eyes of others; 
Dreams that we think we can't achieve in De Future;
Dreams that make us struggle wif The Reality; 






Those dreams seem so much more expensive just bcox they r Unachievable / Unreachable / Impossible?!
NO WAY~!!
U are recognized for Ur action, not ur thought. If v just sit there and dreaming, Ur dream will become cheap and useless.
No1 is gonna reimbursed for just thinking, u are paid to DO.



mY advice to Dear reader:


Don't compare your Life to others'
you have NO idea what their journey is all about !!
No one truly remembers their own history, nor do they reveal it to anyone in it’s entirety. Live your life as best as you can! encouraging as many as you can! Stay positive and Cheers~!! 

Additional readings for u guys =)

How to Turn Dreams into Reality - by JONATHAN

what-successful-people-do-first-hour-their-work-day

Freedom or excuses??

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Life become so valueless,
people just commit suicide whenever they faced some issues. They just ignore other facts that support them to stay tough/stronger...
they choose to end their lives easily, while forget about those who fight for their lives, who wish to live longer, who might suffer from illness or disease...


Same goes to our moral values.
Depreciation of moral values, increase premarital sex.
We are supposed to avoid  sexual immorality  just as we trying to avoid a lot of things.
Of course we know that we're human, we are not perfect!! And yet we still try not to kill people that we hate so much or stealing things that we desire, am i right?!



 "It seems like everyone else is having sexual relationship, so why make such a big deal about sexual sin?" 
i bet that this is the sentence which come across in ppl mind today... almost 80% of it?
There're some Hot News previously... Well-known public figures + Politicians are continually exposed for their sexual immorality, somehow it changes ppl's perception... Maybe??


Some may even said that,"Love (a relationship) comes together with sex, we cant 100%-ly hold it (relationship) without sexual engagement"

Erm, just a reminder to u guys, how pitiful it is to hold a "mate" through sex, cant you see that there are some "animals" get into a relationship just to "hunt u down" and leaving u after they're fed.
No offense.

There're studies show that women who engage in early sexual activity and those who have had multiple partners are less apt to express satisfaction in marriage life. Plus, those to avoid sex before marriage are appear to benefit from a commitment to being faithful and persevering in marriage.
Monogamous couples do not need to worry about AIDS and other sexual transmitted diseases, fear of rejection, or performance anxiety.

People think that by exploring their sexual freedom they are enhancing their pleasure and enjoyment, while in fact, are they really "enjoying without worries"?

There's no need to rush, if something is meant to be, it will happen in the right time and place, with the right person and for the best reason.

 Choose now to live right 

Little guideline here, 
1.Define what's the Needs in ur life - know ur "needs" that could make ur life become more meaningful but not miserable [yes, is ur Needs, not 'Wants'], dont trying to please others by putting the needs of others before yourself.


2.Self-respect - u should respect ur mind, body, and spirit. Ur boy/girl Loves u because of what's inside of u, not what u willing to do for them. If you don't respect yourself, why should anyone else?

Thx for the special 1 who respect me

 P/S: Hope u can received the msg behind the Music Video that i share with u =) 






You Have To Respect Yourself First. Then Others Will Respect You, Too.
Sources:
http://rabatchurch.org/sermons/sexual-immorality-what-difference-does-it-make/


http://www.livelifehappy.com/live-life-quotes/

June 2012

Definition of Friend
( Sources from oxforddictionaries )


~ a person with whom one has a bond of mutual affection, typically one exclusive of sexual or family relations
~ a polite form of address or in ironic reference to an acquaintance or a stranger one comes across

We all know that
There are friends who willing to share jokes wif u,
and they are probably a group of them...


However there are type of friends who's like rare species in your social network, 
These precious one share ur tears,
and they even able to dry your tears away  :')


 A friend who understands your tears is much more valuable 
than a lot of friends who only know your smile

6/6/12    6:30pm
i feel glad that after i expressed all my thoughts and worries, 
you'd take my words into deep and serious considerations,
trying to find out a better way for me.


7/6/12   8:40am
Received a call that intense to whack me up from current situation that i'm in...
yeAh, she's one of my kaki as well.




To those Friends who stop me from doing any silly decision, 
i would like to Thank You for such gracious... 
U r the treasure of my life...

Money is the root of all evil

Okay, i admit that it has been a while since previous post...
i've been disappear from "th3 Sky" =P

i'm here finally.... hehe.

Erm, i've started another stage of life in KL,

its about 4months ago, i never regret for any decisions that i've made so far, though it wasn't that easy and smooth... in fact, it's not that bad... teehee~

This is what ppl used to call "life"

Do u know what r u fighting for everyday when u woke up from sleep?

R u sure that what u doing is bringing u toward the Goal which v all thought that it is?

i guess most of the ppl r working for $$, instead of Goal....

i noe the reality forces us to live our lives in such way,
no1 to blame bt urself...

Can u figure out the differences between my Tittle vs. below statement?

"The Love of Money is the root of all evil"

If Yes, then congratulations~! =))
*No prizes awarded from me 
XP

Rejected "P"

Dear friends,

thanks for the motivation & support from u guys~ its sweet & warm.....
but something bad happen to me recently....

hmm... where shall i start?
To be honest, i feel depressed these few days, my mood is totally down...
Rejected Product.... Do u noe wat it feels lik? for being rebuffed?! ><

U r the 1 who gave me hope & bring me into the World of Fantasy,
i gave my vry best & tried so hard to fulfil ur requirements,
but now u''re telling me that it has been turn down....
now i'm hurt and feel dread....

I tried so hard   And got so far 
But in the end   It doesn't even matter 
I had to fall      to lose it all 
But in the end   It doesn't even matter 

I've put my trust in you 
Pushed as far as I can go 

for all this
There's only one thing you should know 

Fortunately, i've got more than just 1 dream~ =P

so i'm gona focus on my "Plan B" & hope it works as smooth as possible.

It doesn't matter if you fall down,

it's whether you get back up - Micheal Jordan

Rejected "P" (华)

  

亲爱的朋友，

谢谢你们一直以来的支持及关心，

因为有你，路途不再孤单。

可惜的是，最近发生了一些让我心碎的事……

你一次又一次地给我希望、让我有遐想的空间。最后我鼓起了勇气，走上了这个“与现实上有差距”的道路。路途中，我接到不少鼓励、正面的回应，但负面的冷嘲热讽往往来得较多，当然众人对我泼的冷水不至于让我放弃，反而更积极。

很遗憾的是，如今，一切都灭了…… 你绝情地把一切烧毁，那感觉犹如把我从天堂里推入地狱，很痛、很伤… 或许是我没有天赋，或许是我太稚气。

我再也不敢幻想了，想那叫我痛彻心扉的梦……也不敢去追寻了，追寻那叫我刻骨铭心的梦……

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但是泪水冲不走昔日的记忆，也洗不掉过去的精神。过去的努力不会是白费的，我还是很感激提拔我的那位“伯乐”，在此向他说声抱歉，这匹千里马要朝其他方向去了。

我会很快地往第二个“梦”前进，昨日的记忆与精神将会陪我继续踏入人生的另一个阶段，虽然有点彷徨、有点忧虑……
Anyway,Life doesn't have a take 2 所以我会尽一切努力让它继续精彩～！！！

对不起我的朋友……

刚游览了数位好友的网站，惊讶地发现原来我久违的朋友最近经历了人生中
所有人都必须面对的悲欢离合……

很感慨、很抱歉、很愧疚……

th3 Princess?!

i'm HOME...
i'm back to a place that provide me a warm bed + nice foods...
it even provides me laughters, happiness & comfyy~.
it's like a castle for me,
it's the only place that i could act like a "Princess".... or a "sleeping Beauty" perhaps?! =D

i believe some of u may feel the same way like me,
when u wake up in the morning, the breakfast r there for u~
when u feel boring, some1 will always b there to chat wif u~
when u feel happy, they will clap their hand & cheer wif u~
when u r sad or emo, they will hook u up wif classical crap jokes~ （绝世经典冷笑话）
when u feel lazy, some1 will give u a hand & ur name will b eliminated frm "housework schedule" =P




Being a "Princess" doesn't mean that i'll have 2k per month as my pocket money~
for me, it just as simple as daddy mummy able to pamper me when i need them,
when i feel lik wana eat "char kuew tiao" they just buy it for me,
when i feel lik lazy to hav my breakfast, they'll scold me & force me at least drink a glass of milk~
etc...
that's "princess" enough for me. =))
Even Disney princesses have different kind of lives + characters, it depends on how u view it
or shall i say:"which 1 do u wish to b~" 
Jasmine, Belle, Ariel, Cinderella, Aurora and Snow White? =P

mY perception changed through out these few years,
10 years ago, i would used "incomplete" / "unhappy" / "noisy" / "complicated"
those kind of words to describe my family.
i believe that people around me notice about tat... my changes.


"Do my Best & bring them to a better life" -- is my current mindset. =) i'll appreciate what i hav rather thn complaining "why i cant hav a simpler live just like the others?!"




We're gonna Build-up "things" on our own,
things that v acquire for but doesn't "currently" exist in our life.
Guys, life is full of challenges, that's y it's fun & colourful~
=D
Don't u agree wif me?! *wink



♥  phebe

2008五月的记忆

20-2-2011    3am


突然翻回一些旧文件…… 发现了这本“纪念册”……
这是他们带给我的记忆…… =）
谁也不能将它给删除……



我一页一页地翻阅，心情渐渐地愉悦了起来～
好怀念哦～！ 其中，这一页埋藏了一些足以让我了解到……
原来我真的蛮凶的！ XD

不是啦！
我想说的是，两年前和两年后的“读后感” 是有出入的……
也许是我的思维更上一层了吧？！

=) 无论如何，我会珍惜这本只属于『我们的纪念册』

糖果……

11月22日   约凌晨2点    晴


面子书的status：
开始觉得...　担忧...焦虑...不安... 希望一切顺利...　
突然好想提醒大家: "树欲静,而风不止;子欲养,而亲不再"

23日
我以为大家都很成熟、懂事……
结果还是……

朋友曾经劝告过我，别老是把责任往身上扛……
你们错了…… 不是我逞强，也不是我鸡婆、爱面子……
没有人希望自己的身上背着一个比自己还要来得重的“糖果”……
是糖果吗？哈～！
与其说是负担，不如选择乐观点看待某些事物……
这样的措词，或许会让我比较好过…… =）


每个人都有自己的宿命……
换句话说，每个人都有不同大小的“糖果”……
我们不能做比较（谁的比谁大/重），因为每个人的“体力”都不相同，
重要的是，那糖果……是你能撑得住的吗？
我……能吗？

Candies or Drugs? Swe3t or BitTer?

刚刚和老爸通了电…… 突然有股心酸，
总觉得自己太无能了……
怎么办呢？有些东西是非言语所能诠释的……
只有当事人最了解……

没法子了…… 唯有找个管道来抒发、抒发……
现在呢～ 只能希望一切掌控在我预期之内～
呵呵…………（冷笑）

Nov 18th

r u hapi?

wil u feel bad when there is something out there....
which manipulate ur emotion? whether it's directly or indirectly....

maybe tat's the pay back....
pay back for the effort of pursuing happiness?
maybe....

its depend....
depend on how u perceive it,
how u manage it,
how much u willing to sacrifice for it?
and....
the degree of acceptance?

some ppl able to accept it blindly, just to avoid conflict.....
some may take defensive action, just to maintain their comfort zone.....

10 Nov 2010

hmm.... i'm nt hapPy~
=(

something's changing....

something is changing in my recent life.....
the percentage of the "something" is nt tat little as i tot.....
how to say huh? hmm.... the impact of the "changes" would b vry huge....

i don't noe whether its a good sign or the other way round.....
it suppose to b blessed, sweet, warm, happiness.....
bt somehow it brings me negative feeling....
i guess its de nature of the "change".... since everything oso hav + or - factors rite?
it just tat how u gonna adapt to it.... am i right? =P
ppl will automatically tend to make some adjustment whn they feel uncomfortable will the changes.....

u'll never noe wats gonna b the next.....
and v stil cant make any statement for it in tis moment....
so just try to enjoy n cherish the "change".....
Adjustment?! or  Avoidance?!
hahaha

hmm...

hmmm... i realize tat something fade in my life gradually....

when?? how?? Y ah?? 

how come it happen to me??

i dun think its a good sign for me but cant tag on wif negative sign oso...

i found myself at a loss for what should i do next?? how should i perceive tis sign huh??

i don't wish to put myself into troubles again...

wil it b burdensome ?? or the other way round ??

p/s: i think such feeling is cause by limited information about the object.... am i right? teehee....
it's a complicated feelings.... 

woOW~ i'm loving it~

7.00am to 8.00am  jogging time~!!!! n_n 
luckily miss shuang keep "pushing" me for this exercise....
i feel rejoice for her stamina... XD
after tat i hav to gt myself ready for the morning lecture within 70minutes...

10am to 12pm
having "fun" wif Mr Bobby Chai, our cutest lecturer ever.... he taught us to say "how r u?" by using our fingertip... haha....

12pm to 2pm
having "fun" at Utar Gym room.... ^_*
gosh~ although it is exhausting.... but i already fall for it....
thn i have to run to Block D cox the moment i finished my class was 2.10pm jor....
i dun wan to miss out the bus loh~
if nt i hav to wait at campus wif my stinking baju~ =p
luckily i'm still able to gt on~ =)

whn the time i reached home,and after i'm done wif my shower,washed my stinking baju n so on..... its already 3.10pm =(
i plan to take a nap but thn i havent take my lunch !!! wat to do? if i slp after my meal for sure it is not a "wise" decision right? =p
so at the and i choose to makan fruit 1st, thn only take my meal after my sweet dream...
=D
as i always mention, sometimes things r just out of our control..... mayb i'm too tired ad... i was over slept~ >.<
so my "Project-Lunch" was failed to implement.... cox i kena rush for my next appointment....=p

4.00pm to 5.00pm guitar lesson~
its great to learn additional theories n techniques, but the problem is.... i'm too slow.... =(
hmm.... must spend more time on it to improve my skill... +u~ +u~ !!!

luckily i stil have 2hours to enjoy my meal b4 the next program
=)

7.00pm to 10.30pm
i'm having a lot of "fun" in studio this time.... but the main problem is stil there.... wat am i gonna do?
practice practice n practice, listen listen n listen.... tats the only way... ish~ i dono y i stil unable to make it correctly n perfectly... feel quite sorry to him.... hehe.... but i'll never give up!!!!!! ^_*

pheww~ wat a rich n colorful day i have~ =D 

累... 泪...?

我累了...  真的累了!!!

谁来扶持我??

我从没放弃过...   

不断地尝试...

但是一次次的打击...         

让我身心疲惫不已...

当我落下最后一滴泪水时...          

代表我心已死...

求你别再烦我...

我发誓...不留恋...就~ 我眼泪干枯时...

formation of calluses ♪

hmm.... i think its time for me to hide at home.... hopefully i can get bc the honor of "Miss Cameron" by not being expose to the "lovely sun" in kampar... XD wakaka~!!  
my white complexion is missing ad... =(


bside~ my fingers started to develop something that i keep avoiding since i was young.... eeee~~ kesian lah~ calluses is growing on my fingertips... =( 

haiz~ guitar, u make me fall for u and hate u at the same time... ♫♩♪

actually both palm r having calluses too... y? 
hmmm... it related to the information below tat i wish to share wif u guys~


how much do u noe about rubber tapping? 
have u ever tried it before? =)


Rubber tapping is a hard work. 
It can starts as early as 2 am. serious~!!!! 
The coolness of the early morning air encourages the latex to flow thus improving the yield.
However, the tapping will continue until late morning. T_T 
do u believe tat it could take almost 9hours, for tapping and collecting process?!!
but its depend on how big is the plantation area.... 


A special tapping knife is used to shear off a thin layer of rubber tree's bark. if u dono hw does it look lik... here's the pic...

during the "cutting" process... care must be taking not to cut too deep as this would injure the tree. better practice few times b4 u make a real cut.... 
"boss" wil get mad and worker wil kena scold once he found tat you r "hurting" the rubber tree... 
T_T haiz....
Each night a rubber tapper must remove a thin layer of bark along a downward half spiral on the tree trunk. 

If done carefully and with skill, this tapping panel will yield latex for up to 5 years.

we usually cut it in spiral cox it allow the latex flow down to a collecting cup.

now did u realize that y the work must be done at night? so tat the latex will run longer before drying out....

The 2nd step is collect those "milky liquid".... do not feel tat tis step is more relax~ u hav to collect it from row to row, and if ur tub is almost full, u have to walk all the way bc to pit stop just to empty it...
cox as it bcome more n more heavy, it wil slow you down...cox deplete a lot of energy.... =(
Lastly, the latex will pour into molds and formic acid is added to coagulate the liquid latex.... 




Frankly, tapping of latex from a rubber tree is really a skilled job because a tapper has to make a cut which is only approximately 2 mm deep. do u think u can finished the job easily? especially do it under a dark environment...
by the way, latex doesn't smell lik fresh milk though it look lik.... u have to take minimum 45minutes in bath room to get off the "smell of money".... 
yup~ some1 said tat to me b4.... 
“ 橡胶汁很臭，那～钱臭不臭？” ( if latex is stinky, than how does money smell like? )
did u get wat he trying to interpret? 
=) congratulation if yes~